I wholehearted request that you try and change ur mindset to a positive one…
I used to cling to my negative thoughts, I used to punish myself and berate myself more than anyone I know. I relied on my negativity to bring me attention and love…
But I promise u 100% that positivity and self love are truly truly worth it and the growth you’ll feel within u will be unlike anything before and the satisfaction that comes from turning those recurring negative thoughts into ones of acceptance, love, understanding and eventual positivity will be so fulfilling. Please keep trying. I love you so much.